it's funny. spend one full day and night without interacting with another human being and it really changes your perspectives on things.
I caught an episode of My So Called Life tonight, one of the better episodes of the short-lived series, and it all made perfect sense, just like it did when I was 16. that was 9 years ago. no matter how much older we think we are, or how much maturing we think we've done, I guess those basic feelings of loneliness, self-doubt, self-consciousness, and insecurity never completely go away. Just because they're not always there doesn't mean they won't resurface from time to time.
I don't know what's worse: feeling like no one you're close to really knows you, or having the realization that such a trite and cliched thought has occurred to you.
today:
pedicure
chai tea latte
the new sedaris book
movies movies movies (station agent, thirteen, laurel canyon)
there's a common theme in all of those movies I watched today. i'd be a fool to think that was a coincidence.
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